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Show me the way out of suffering
A guide to living in the spiritual heart. After seven long years of drug-dealing, drug addiction and violence, in 2016 I had a great spiritual awakening and a powerful desire to come to Truth; and come to God.
A story, not a theory
The book begins where I was, trapped in a cycle of fear, anxiety, low self esteem, drug dealing, addiction and violence, leading into a spiritual awakening and windfall of grace that set me on a new path.
A living transmission of love
This book is not an informational guide or a dry philosophy. It is written as a living transmission of love, meant to bypass the intellect and speak directly to your spiritual heart.
The meeting of East and West
It bridges the depth of Eastern mysticism with Western devotion, weaving together the presence of Neem Karoli Baba, the gospels of Jesus Christ, the grace of the Divine Mother and the energy of the saints, drawing broadly from the world's great spiritual traditions.
A practical, mystical path
Broken down into small, digestible sections, it brings together deep spiritual practice, intentional visual layouts and mystical insight, to show how suffering can become the gateway to grace.
A word from me
Thank you for being here
I'm so excited and humbled for this book to be released to the public. It is the result of many lifetimes of spiritual path, practice and journey into the heart of love, the heart of God. I feel this book is the manifestation of the energy of many saints and great beings whose energies extend throughout the universe and that have come together to create this book.
It shows a small portion of my story with addiction, fear, drug dealing, violence and low self esteem and how by grace I was led to a spiritual awakening and complete transformation of life as I knew it. The book then goes through many stages of spiritual practice, love, surrender, wisdom, service and more.
It's impossible for me to describe the book in so few words, so I can only suggest that if you feel an interest, curiosity or pull to order yourself a copy, follow it. You might find something that touches you deeper than you expect.
Ram Ram, Alex Momcilovic
Excerpts from the book
Introduction — The Purpose of Bringing You this Book
The bottom line is that no matter what our past is, our melodrama, our storyline that brought us to where we are now, we long for something more. We want true freedom and true happiness which is not dependent on changing forms and circumstances.
Chapter one — How I got here?
One night I dreamed of Maharaji. I was sitting at a booth. Maharaji is known for asking silly questions he already knows the answer to so he can open your heart. He said, "What are these?" Pointing to the beads. I said, "Mala beads." He asked, "What do you use them for?" I answered, "Doing Japa." He smiled and nodded. "You have to keep repeating the names of God." As he walked away, he said great beings like Buddha and Christ come to this earth to help, to relieve suffering, "and every once in a while, I come."
Chapter twelve — Serving as God
When we surrender doership we can flow, and you'll have the sense that you're living in a movie or leela - play. The play becomes a manifestation of effortless action. Just as we talked about earlier with the laws of karma and vibration - everyone and everything is a reflection of our own state of being and what we put out comes right back to us because there are no differences between insides and outsides.
About the book
Suffering does not discriminate
It touches every single one of us in a variety of flavors, from drug and alcohol addiction, compulsive trading, and overeating, to the quieter tortures of out-of-control emotions, guilt, and the constant, obsessive background noise of the mind. But what if the way out of suffering isn't about fighting the world, but changing who you think you are?
Ultimately, all suffering comes down to one thing: the mind grasping at something and refusing to let go. We attach ourselves to a mental picture of who we are, the ego, and mistake it for the whole truth.
Show Me the Way Out of Suffering is a sanctuary for the soul weary of the chase. It bridges the gap between modern human struggles and the transcendent paths of devotion, Yoga, and deep spiritual awakening. Whether you are navigating the heavy waters of addiction, wrestling with an overactive mind, or seeking a deeper connection to the Divine, this book offers a guiding light. Discover how a figure-ground reversal of your perception can alter your entire reality, letting old habits fall away naturally as you step into a completely new way of being.
Grounded in the trenches of real-world recovery and illuminated by the timeless, mystical wisdom of East and West, this book is an invitation to step out of the shell of a fixed, painful identity. Through practical spiritual tools, mantra, meditation, and storytelling, you will learn how to stop running from your true self, transform old patterns with self-compassion and service, and anchor your awareness in the limitless vessel of pure love and presence that is already within you.
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Show me the way out of suffering is available now in paperback, 291 pages.
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